Candle of Comfort

It was close and warm
It was close and real
But oh, revealing reason,
My bliss did you steal

An immeasurable joy did my old life contain
With comforting concepts to aid and sustain
Everything to lose, eternity to gain
I slayed the doubts, and refused to refrain

Oh I was dancing before the sun....

....then out goes the candle...

Then the painful light arrived
And asked "How much can you handle?"

Someone find a match
          I know this isn't who I am

It's real, He's real...right?....RIGHT?

What does it matter that truth is manifesting its brilliance around me?
  I just want to light this damn candle

Only then will it be bright enough to see...
Right?
.....
.....right?